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Im lost..my world is empty...and im scared i will end it all

Im lost..my world is empty...and im scared i will end it all
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loz1961bell   in reply to skinnypop   on

its horrible how cruel people can be,odviously there very selfish and you being so generous has not made a difference about there feelings towrds you and when it comes to family there should be unconditional love,i feel the same way because i am the only one who takes care of my house,its goverment but its mine ,sorry your health is bad,ithey dont help pay the rent either,i think im way to soft and say nothing to them which gives them a reason not to bother,then when ive had enough of hearing my own voice ill get angry and then they will say im a mental idiot and get help ,so i cant win,so i just do what i can for myself ,i wont win the battle,i am a caring person and so are you and one day they will relise how wrong they have been..im thinking of you ,take care
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loz1961bell   in reply to skinnypop   on

i think you are just as entitled to half the property as he is ,so you need to get legal advice,and let the lawyers sort it out.stay strong ok
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loz1961bell   in reply to topsyKretts   on

end: I just want to scream untill I start coughing up blood.

gee i really do hear what your saying,its very full on,i reckon if you start letting people into your life and dont hold back,you need to do this ,and then your life will get better.
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loz1961bell   in reply to skinnypop   on

where do you live ,im in australia
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loz1961bell   in reply to Totally gone   on

Totally gone

well let them no this ,when people don,t support others in need and use violence as well ,they will be the ones being belittled.
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Can life get any worst?

only if you let it.
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loz1961bell   in reply to skinnypop   on

you should try for care accommodation,you would be happy
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loz1961bell   in reply to Tc Hughes   on

Tc Hughes

thats awesome,dont stress ,just have faith and you,ll be fine. loz
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loz1961bell   in reply to PHILS   on

About PHILS

hello phills,,ive been lost
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finally i can have a nice smile: hello all aidpage members. my parants didnt tell me how too brush my teeth

hello all aidpage members. my parants didnt tell me how too brush my teeth when i was young,and when i was sisteen a dentist took out 3 of my front teeth and i had a plate put in..as the years went by i would regret my teeth missing and wished i had a perfect smile as the one tooth that she left was discoloured,now all my teeth are going to be taken out and i will have a plate put straight in.unfortunaletly i dont have enough money to pay for a new denture and ive been waiting for this operation over 5 years.im asking people for financial help with paying for a denture and i will hope some people can help me and understand my predicament, thanks for reading my post.if u are able i have a paypal account with this email address loz1961bell@paypal.com.au as you can see from my pic its hard for me to smile.I CANT WAIT FOR MY NEW GRIN
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  •                      merry xmas too you all , and have a great year ahead                                  
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THE LOOK OF LOVE

                          THE LOOK OF LOVE

                                               The look of love

                                               Too touch that place

                                               That place so warm

                                               That place so safe

                                               To feel your aura

                                               Too feel the warmth

                                               Too touch your soul

                                               To discover the passion

                                               Of someones hidden pleasures

                                               Of someones hidden desires

                                               To bond and to share

                                               To feel as your one

                                               Then one day,so suddenly,

                                               Pain walks in,

                                               To start the knowing,

                                               To enter our space,

                                               And then it's like hey,

                                               Can we believe we were there.

                                               And then it will haunt you,

                                               With it's blunt and burning egde,

                                               The love of us and the pain that we're going,

                                               The pain of the knowing,

                                               Just knowing we are going,

                                               Goodbye my love,goodbye forever,

                                               It was such a pleasure,

                                               To have been there with you,

                                               Inside you,and knowing you,

                                               To have touched your face,

                                               And that special place,

                                               The look of love....................

                                                    

                                                                      written by Lorraine Campbell

                                               

                                               

                                

                                               

                                               

                                           

                       

                                        

           

                                                                                                               

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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A poem to my dying son

and be sure that his presence will always be with you,your very strong and the warmth inside you will always be there,i will be thinking of u , bye

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boyfriend pain

                         my boyfriend hit me across my head with a hard cover book ,he said sorry ,but should i forgive him,he said he was drunk and i should know what his like.

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my eyes

 my eyes are blue,my hair is blonde

 my eyes see all,what have i done

 my eyes speak too you

 you can listen too them

 i see you too and they talk too me

 my eyes are my vision

 my eyes are my soul

 they are the windows,

 they see the dreams

 my eyes are blue

 can you see me too.

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WE ARE ALL BUT THE SAME

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DARE to DREAM

I CLOSE MY EYES,AND DREAM COMES HOME,HE SHOWS ME,AND TELLS ME,AND LETS ME BELIEVE,HE TELLS ME IT COULD BE,BUT PLEASE DONT EXPECT ME,I CAN ONLY SHOW YOU THE VISION,YOU CAN ONLY MAKE IT APPEAR,I,LL TALK TO YOU AND YOU WILL NO DOUBT LISTEN,YOU BELIEVE IN ME,I,M ALWAYS HERE ,WAITING FOR YOUR EYES TO LET ME COME HOME.DARE TO DREAM

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AHEAD

the beauty ahead,it whispers to you,come forward,come closer,see me ,reach for me,dont look sideways,dont look back,walk forward and smile while you see my light,my way to wherever you choose to go. written by lorraine campbell

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poor

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